Saturday 31 March 2012

Saville Blanchette

She smelt of filthy smoke
And second hand cabaret 
Her fingers lingered for a joke 
As the men fell about in decay 
Even the brightest butterflies stagnate 
Succumbed to the safety of a second date
She smiled her pearly whites 
Each an iceberg for sinking ships 
They traded their lives, their days for nights 
Until she alone held all the chips 
Mesmerised by her magpie trinkets 
They the ghosts baring swords and songs
Gave her hours she returned only minutes
But getting their fix they smiled just as long 
Forgotten and perished like sad rotten fruit 
Moving on with further prized loot 
Brushing off her morals like stray hairs 
'Love is a game seldom won' she declares 
Her opiate eyes bereft of glow 
Stained and scarred and I would know 

That to dance with the devil is quite a sad thing 
But quite another to cheat angels out of their wings

Wednesday 28 March 2012

Away



Olive drab masses

Endless, nameless


Choke on colourless commands


As they stem the silver tides.

Mothers weep as their flowers wilt


Sergeants smile when asked of guilt


“All those boys knew that they’d signed to serve


 so all those cowards got what they deserved”



Safety’s luxuries a stranger seldom met


By fresh faced boys too scared to be upset
Put up in arms when so many have no arms left


Don’t forget to forget Harry


He’s casually, your casualty


The unmarked bereft.

Still the grinning towers of death 


Give contorted greets and winks


To poor penny dreadful boys


Who linger on sanity’s thinning brink

Resplendent in their patchwork green


on grey days, so morbidly obscene


Condemned waiting on a land of scars


Caught between boyhood and its capars




Dressed up so proud, could war be any absurder?
Dressing up so Pretty, signing up for murder

Even beggars can’t be choosers


But they’re begging to be chosen


To join regiments of resentment


And greet steel relief half frozen



Bloated generals grin as they recruit

”What is fodder in exchange for loot? 

Its money that makes the world spin around

And he’s just another boy never to be found”

Hollowed bastions stained with glistening crimson guilt


Housing greedy blinded generals with remorseless deciding powers


Over fractious factions with their man-hoods, man-built


Whom scratch their skins to cleanse the sins of humanity devoured.


All but two figures of opposing purity


Concealed in their childhood havens


Watch the wounds of their pretend friends


Get picked clean by starving ravens 





Before ruthless iron truces kept them apart


Now only metres of bitter lifeless stone


The anonymity of bloodshed battle’s only art


Isolating brothers to fight one another, alone. 





Mass indoctrination a friend shaped reaper


Plying expiring clones with rare rationed rum


Faltered smiles disguise bodies ever weaker


Devoid of morals and to disease they succumb




Unknown to dear old rotten Ross


That he would never be laid to rest


He died clutching crutch and cross


But he never could leave blessed





Sentimentally censored letters


Offer the cruel pretence of escape


From the shrapnel torn skies


That beckon bullet hole heartache





Ricochet, ricochet, ricochet, ricochet.


And the silver spark pierces his head


Lordship rests; bed of barbed bracket


Replaced by a tramp of a man instead

The claims of this futile fight


Are indistinct of any class


Ending every stalemate night


For any who should pass



The contrast of imperial wealth


Has never been better illustrated

Than by this ceaseless stealth


Destroying what Vicky created


Sweet infants proud of daddy’s fairytales


Tightly seal and shut their ears


And then spend their tears


On those martyred without need or nails





But even as the boy-made gashes


Linear wounds on the landscape


Begin to bridge the chasm and lose shape


There are still dormant youth, never to escape



They were dead where they stood


Just as they will rot where they fell

It is cruel and yet understood

Why their deathly rest is their living hell.

Earl Grey


Old tired earl grey
Misses his palais
His lady's colourful ways 
Painting bright his days 
Their teashop teardrops 
Only set to ferment  
Dull pains all forgot 
By pretty sentiment 
In his kingdom of defeat 
Waiting on a reprimand 
He never looked so meek 
Holding onto her hand 
In the city's shining greens 
Their faces kindly engraved 
Small and too sad to speak 
Sunlight frames their decay

Galaxy

Withered hands with seedless teeth besides

Cackle perverse chimes towards stroppy
Madams just beyond the marbled arch
Oh he savours the draining seconds
But he’s minutes away
                                  from
                                        funeral
                                              Sympathy

Oh beware of too many happy endings
As they’ll only rot your teeth
If Tuesday’s the day of the bride’s bouquet
Then Thursday’s the night of the funeral wreath

Well we’re ecstatic to see you
But I can’t say not surprised
Please mind the storm in your coffee cup
That Mary-Anne has disguised
But I wouldn’t worry none too much
Lightning never strikes twice
                                            in
                                              the
                                                 same
                                                    place

So you can leave here with your head held high
Without a touch of disgrace


Oh beware of too many happy endings
As they’ll only rot your teeth
If Tuesday’s the day of the bride’s bouquet
Then Thursday’s the night of the funeral wreath 

A Letter

To whom it may concern,

You're all facets of my troubled mind!
Well, I'm not really troubled but it helps to pass the time!

P.S A letter? The letter A! Guffaw!

F.D.F


I'll murder all your heartfelt ambitions
Take away your smarmy voice your bastard smile and your nutrition

The drama you cause is much more severe than television
And now flowered and horrid I'll smother your lips


Every last breath you've purchased on loan

Well now the sharks are here to chew on your bones

And if they should be any meat left

They'll take you to the cleaners

And scar you with new debts

Far From Dapper


Engines oozing out failed dust
Another ruse to excuse the rust
We've barely started a new chapter
Before we're run ragged and far from dapper

Its not like I could do this alone
Accusing sands of time like guilty grains
If you're the dog then I am the bone
Our pooled wisdom pissing down the drain

...


The morning caffeine 
stains your dreams 
Dressing your problems away 
Fraying at the ends, your unmade seams 
As I sink into self decay
'for tomorrow' he cried 
Neigh, muttered the horse 'for yesterday' 
And the waves of smiles I have passed 
all fall on the lonely sands 
I'll see you cry, I've seen you laugh 
I'll see you holding another hand 
Troubles are spoken but 
dead if you're smoking 
A desperate illusion of well-being 
Because as long as you're toking 
Your heartstrings are choking 
As you wonder how she is feeling 
The amusement park is all closed down 
Save for one rusted old ride 
I can't save myself 
can't spare a frown 
I need to find somewhere to hide 
I sit alone at a picturesque view 
That once i shared with you 
Clambering over the blades of peace 
As now we load up for self defeating war 
We were only a means to an end 
Without the means to mend 
The cracks show in the icebergs 
And the cabin is split 
As we try to change course
The captain's jumped the ship

The Stalest Suburban Existence


Sully our hands with circumstance
Cogs and machines in static trance
Nurse the wounds lick and heal
Spend your life lacking zeal

Only Black white and newspaper grey
the stagnate colours that lead the way
For painted wives with little bobby pins
A home cooked meal in exchange for financial wins

Wondering lost in lipstick warpaint
Riches of rust and other mistakes
And just one more thing I beg to ask you
If the dreams i write aren't really new
Tell me then why they never came true?

Oswauld! In a poem!


I require a burning fire
To light the tea trips and tree tips
Tongues wagging words wobble
Greedy warlords soldiers gobble

Rampartshackle this the hacketh blue
I'm as old as the hills and older than you
Smiling my teeth a black rotten mass
It pays to stay in the dentists gas mask

Over-ruled denying conscription
I'll waive my anon farce with the help of a petition
And yet the staved starvers asked to sign last
Will refuse to scribe muttering 'I'm not the lower class'
And so the olive drab masses chained and braced
Are forgotten tucked away,
In some vague forgotten place

When shoeless feet moved at a much calmer pace.

Archaic mutterings about tit for tat and tat for tit

I'm bored man my sarchies are running bone moist and its scarcely had any rainfall since elevensayear aboughtoutn pray sell, how many mardies count since the night you watched the sun rise with mayor kiffleblunch?

I finally found them I'm so happy I worked so hard on them! they were in dank depth chatteris of my pluming electropigeon... sell you seventeen if you'll only lend me an eyelash, or failing that a brown little mr jupiter would suffice, as long as she's had her ointment and is only eating head lice


he passed his test aged 18
74 years before the queen
she stood and looked her eyes in tandem
miming the words to the national anthem

Cracked up on the Jubilee line


The dents in my mind were shaped in your likeness
But still I can't find a shape to justify this harshness 
Is this really you or am I seeing darkness? 
It can't be true perhaps I need glasses 
In disdain and drama we'll prosper and plaster 
The little plastic house was our plan 
But in warmth and happy ever after  
Is our disaster because you can't love me for who I am 
A titanic of sorts the ice and the course 
Are set out in your head 
But the ice is hard to break 
And I'm afraid you are fake 
Pleasing me with all that you said 
You're the captain of my ship is this really it 
Casting down the anchor 
Grinding to a halt 
your sugar turned to salt 
And you treat me like a fucking wanker.

hah.

grand jamboree? 
ah they can all fuck off its more for me 
pass a bottle of hate and some sultry shame 
or that ridiculous fucking mindset you call 'insane'
hide away your smiles
hide away your hurt
its a bittersweet retreat
now eat your whole dessert
before you're deserted in the desert
its quite pleasant to be a pheasant
but better still to kill jack and jill
i haven't the time for nursery rhymes
seasonings fine
on seasonal time
its winter this clim-
ate, time for a break

For Pete and his sake

Dimly Lit Mind


Painted hindsight behind blue skies i designed
The murky flash of thoughts from a dimly lit mind
A smiling sunny world that makes me stop and think
Would I have been better off blind?

I fucking hate you


A measly sum of parts
Is what is left of you?
Half the person I met when clouds were new
Stained with regret and troubles pray tell;
But the tear-ducts have all but dried up
There’s no water in the wells
Perhaps there could be a point where you self-redeem


But it’s a safer bet that the regret will be lost behind smoke screens


To lay the entire fault with the circus master


Would be the same to say every sunny day has to end in disaster


You think yourself the fair one 


Because the blame lays with twinned remorse

but you’re a fucking horse
Or was whore the phrase that pays?
When I pick up the pieces
You’re fucking playing away
And as I’ve fixed him
And put back what was left
You’re still out straying
And this runt is left bereft
I fucking hate you


You’re a filth war-mongering manipulator


I fucking hate you


From the dregs of my belly I’ll screech ‘I HATE HER’


I fucking hate you


Coming in satin a caricature of elegance


I FUCKING HATE YOU


Could you need any more evidence?


I FUCKING HATE YOU


That I know all about your negligence?


I FUCKING HATE YOU?


How can you wrongly possess such arrogance?


I FUCKING HATE YOU


Close your mouth knave you have no relevance!


I FUCKING HATE YOU


Unceasing your ‘nursery rhyme’ excellence!


I FUCKING HATE YOU


Treat him like a bomb you have that special resonance!


I FUCKING HATE YOU


No more I’ve snapped fuck you I’m breaking the reliance!


I FUCKING HATE YOU


MAN RUNS LATE!


MAN RUNS LATE!
This miserable tepid morning a man, specifically a generally vague man by the name of Arnold Literally ran incredibly late rather than walking, such a calamity was caused by his jumping over rather than in the shower, stepping rather than hopping on the bus and the most severe delay was caused by a dreadful fright that made poor Arnold shit himself.

Cumulatively it took him ages (Ice, Dark and Stone ages to be precise) to get to work.

Upon arriving he enquired where his personal assistant was, to which the nonplussed secretary replied ‘He’s gone to grab lunch’ Furious with anger Arnold gave his assistant a bell. No literally, he left a bell on his desk; he’d bought it for his birthday the day before coincidentally. Not that it was Arnold’s assistant’s birthday to his knowledge, but better early than late, and if it had already passed this year better late than never!
When Stephen the Assistant had still not emerged at quarter to 2, Arnold had reached boiling point, and so after making himself a cup of tea He decided to actually give his Assistant a ring, and in the hope that he would finally surface left his own wedding band at his desk, inside the bell to ensure it was ringing.
After all methods of contact were exhausted (and some more than others, that lazy bugger of a messenger pigeon has been sleeping for hours) Arnold decided reluctantly to telephone Stephen, and the conversation went roughly (definitely not as smoothly) as follows;

Arnold: Hello, Stephen?

Stephen: Yes?

Arnold: Stephen, its Arnold. Get back to the office post-haste and remember the stamps!
Stephen: I’m on my lunch break!

Arnold:  Yes well, I was under the impression you were merely grabbing lunch.

Stephen: Yeah I am, I’ve been out of the office barely half hour, but if I must I’ll be back in a minute.

Arnold: It is absolutely mint imperial you are back in a minute, and that’s all well and gravy and turnips and roast pork and mm… and

Stephen: Arnold?

Arnold: Ah yes Stephen.

Stephen:  -hesitation-

Arnold: Ah yes! Stephen! You see if you wanted time to eat your lunch and enjoy a break from the office, then you should specifically ask for one!

Stephen: I bloody well did!

Arnold: No need for bloodshed Stephen, no matter how hungry we get. You only went to grab lunch! And that certainly takes less than a demi heure you troptret.

Stephen: but-

Arnold: No transatlantic bums, wilberts or ifs I’ll have you know! It’s been well over a minute and you had better scurry back here boy!

Stephen: I suppose I’ve shot myself in the foot there?

Stephen laughs falsely, which quickly turns to annoyed muttering after he’s hung up.

Arnold sits like a waiting duck (how exactly do ducks sit while they’re waiting? And what do they wait for anyway?) As he awaits Stephen’s return, can it even be called a return if Arnold is yet to see him that day? Despite knowing he’d been in the same place that day? Like Arnold’s following actions, it is debatable.
Stephen bursts through the door but fortunately pieces himself back together just in time to be on a first name basis with Arnold’s looming Rodney revolver

Rodney: ‘Y’alright?’

Stephen: ‘Yeh, not bad’

Arnold fires and sure enough, shoots Stephen right in the foot.

Stephen, groaning: ‘Ouch! What on earth! You shot me!’

Arnold: ‘Oh no, you said yourself; you’d be a minute and you shot yourself in the foot, and you were bloody well late’
Stephen: ‘Now, now Arnold no need for bloodshed no matter how hungry we g-‘

Arnold: ‘I’m fucking starving, Stephen.’

Arnold smiles distractedly

Rodney: Now folks, the moral of the story is that at the end of the day…. There’s the night.

Goodnight.                             

Amethyst


Amethyst was a beautiful girl. There really were no two ways about it, the autumn shades of her hair were radiant with the colours of a golden wood, the many shades documenting the dying days of summer. the sunset paled in comparison to the resplendent elegance in the reflection of her long tresses which were always immaculate and never a strand out of place. Her perfumed scent which met the nose of anyone fortunate enough to meet her was of rosemary and elder flowers. Amethyst was a whore crippled by debt, and she preferred sleep over the conscious world. 
For her, to dream was better than being alive.

The Tuxedoed Turtle and The Shabby Fox




Good evening I called out to the tuxedoed turtle whom in turn replied 'its wonderful to see blue eyes shed tears'
I was puzzled and bemused at this rebuke and wondered off to seek out my dear old fellow the shabby fox, I came across him after a trifle's wander beneath the evergreens to find him pegging out his white bloomers. 
'The secret of smiling' he whispered' is to never stop.'

Thursday 1 March 2012

Railway Roses

http://soundcloud.com/oldebluenothing/railway-rose


I tasted the flesh of your pretty mask
Like devil’s lust on a lonesome dusk
it was disgust disguised
And truly it lied – to 
Tired travellers tongue-tied
By the kohl of your eyes 
Smudged like scribbled skies
You were a railway rose
One might suppose 

We couldn’t expect you to appear meek
Whilst the nuns kissed vice on the cheek
You tried on sweetness and sleaze
But neither quite fit
Because this you’ll admit 
You’ve only been kissed by the breeze
On matchstick streets
Dressed in deceit 
You broke your step waiting for haste
and sullied your silk for a poorer taste